Internet Games...

The games people play are very entertaining especially those on the internet. These games often remind me of some of the period movies I watch. For some reason in the ages of Duchess and Queens women and men alike would play all kinds of evil game. They often spoke about one another with a coy little smile and made power moves in setting their place in society. We are no different! Only now we have no decency we sit behind a computer screen and type words that most would never say to another persons face. We post sad little remarks about when a man or woman has hurt ones feelings. We delete or block each other when were mad. Women add each others profiles not because they actually would like to get to know her but because they want to see what's going on their page most of the time over a man. 

The sad part is a lot of people become paranoid and instead of enjoying the social networking site they signed up on they are worrying over who said what. Isn't this ludicrous??? While yes i enjoy being able to talk to those out of state or old high school friends. The games always put a sour taste in my mouth. Although I know they would exist without the internet sites there is something about someone telling you how they truly feel about you to your face. Or how about when you offended someone they would have to contact you by phone or in person to tell you. Even text messaging we often tell people things in text messages that should be said in a real one on one conversation. People are often shocked when I call and don't just send a text. Have you ever thought its because I would rather hear your voice then see a smiley face or a lol. In my opinion sometimes it just seems like a cop out. Its to protect oneself from rejection or really being themselves.

Although i have all these sites it makes me think if I did not have them how many people would seek me out just to talk or say hi. Not that many I could wager and a whole heck of a lot people wouldn't know my business. It would be a lot easier to avoid being slighted if I didn't participate. I must learn to get over the little jabs people make move on and truly laugh at how pathetic it is. Not all of it is easily laughed off.

I am notoriously know to be very apparent in my feelings and facial expressions. I am a all or nothing hot or cold kind of girl. If i don't like you you'll know. It's not something I am terribly proud of but it's me and I would rather be that way then faker then a three dollar bill.

So I am going to say this straight from my heart to yours. If you do not like me don't feel any obligation to. If you are somehow offended by my blog myspace facebook or twitter page simply block or delete me. You can write me a message or chose to do so quietly but to spread it around is just simply something I wouldn't do to you. I write what I want I post what I feel whether its right or wrong you don't have to look or like it. I actually enjoy a good discussion so if you would like to comment feel free. Just know I will respond the great thing about this world is we have free will choice and we can chose to agree to disagree if it comes to that. 

Bottom line is I don't do this for you I do this for me!!! I know I don't use proper grammar all the time and I write from a one sided point of view. I would not have it any other way for my pages are mine and truly reflect me. If I have offended in any way try bringing it to me as I would do the same for you. If you don't have enough courage for that then say la vie......